Midwest emo/post hardcore song idea "Just Got Back From the Comfort — We're not Alright"

Driving northbound on avid roads
Listening to The Brave Little Abacus
I don't know why I'm even thinking of you
Yet again, you fill up my head

And all the time we wasted
On all of these projects
I've been feeling so tired
Of almost everything

But you're still here
In the back of my mind
Consuming the air

And all the colors shift
Blue to grey, white to orange
Maybe it was a mistake
Reconnecting with you again

I wanna visit Upstate New York
And see the Lincoln Monument (not the actual one, I mean the statue with the girl)
It really wouldn't mean that much
I just think I need to get out of here

And I've been feeling so crazy
And it's been happening daily
Depression in the gut, lately
I'm not good for much without much

Needed sleep
It goes when I'm like this

And all the colors shift
Blue to grey, white to orange
Maybe it was a mistake
Reconnecting with you again

The volume gets so loud
And I can't leave my house
I'm stuck inside my room
To the outside world I bid adieu

And all these colors shift
Blue to grey, white to orange
And it takes the best of me
As I overexaggerate

And all the colors shift
Blue goes to gray, white to orange
And it gets the best of me
As I seamlessly overexaggerate

Midwestemo/posthardcore